"The Tale Of Glenn Close - Far Away Too" Letter Thirty Three

Dear Emily and mom and son maybe .... I have a lot to tell you concerning your birth if you were born. I told you in the last letter that you were a homicide. But here you are on video in "Shaimee Lived Bye" or something like that. Well I have a confession to make. Once a pond a time there was a movie producer named "Tim". He lived in a house near the Los Angeles area of California. I was stoned one nite or many and some how I was driven to the house of "Tim Zinnemann" Earl Morewhine actually drove me there while I was dead in the back seat. I awoke in the front seat in a morroon cobble stone driveway in my mom's car and there was a crowd at the large wrought iron gate. They wanted to know how I got there. Tim opened the  door of my mom's car and said "Can I help You?" I said "I am sorry but I do not know how I got here." He was very polite and he invited me into his home. We spoke but at times I went a little crazy because of the people who brought me there. He was very patient and we got along. After a while he said "Why don't you go into the bedroom" -  meaning that I should take a knapp. While I was inside the bedroom a "Meg Tilly" stepped in along with a heavy set girl who was semi attractive who said "Will you have sex with me?" I agreed thru kissing and we did it but I became frightened towards the end and stopped.. But it may have been enough to get her pregnant. I just barely remember this. After I left the bedroom I was confronted by Tim who said "Did you have sex with my daughter?' I did not remember but I did not answer him anyway. I was out of there! However there was a crowd at the wrought iron gate (Tim is a good sport ) and did not have me arrested and I was allowed to leave driving my mom's car thru the gates. The press wanted to know what I was doing there in his drive way .He did not want any publicity. My mind is blank as to how I got back to New York. So what is the point Emily you might be asking? Well after the death of the first baby they meaning the "Barbado's Paradise" may have set it up that Meg can still have a baby. Do you know a "Christine Zinnemann?" I think that that is your real mom and that she is the woman who stepped in and had sex with me. She was very friendly as you might know but I think that it was to replace the original baby. Either way I might still be your father. I noticed that your never said that Meg was your Mom. Are you paid to say that ? Whether or not that you are, in this crazy Hollywood genre you should check to see if we are related. You once rang my doorbell. I did not remember any of this at the time. For it is like the "Bat Cave" - unconscious in and out!! I am sorry but you did ring the right doorbell.
 They made me forget every experience with every celebrity. We can talk if you like but I am innocent in many ways but also guilty. Most of the time these were set - ups. From a sin vantage point I am guilty! However I need to change the subject to expose a problem that has been going on since World War II. What? Is my dad  Skitzee? No but I need  to use your letter to expose a problem - namely the "Tale Of Glenn Close" I was once taken to your fake mom "Meg Tilly" out in Long Island New York. This was in 1980 before John Lennon was shot. The experience of Lennon being shot caused me to not remember Meg because I was devastated and I loved him with tears. Any way I was brought to Long Island and Meg was there along with other co stars who were about to be famous. I was greeted by "Glenn Close" and she asked me if I saw her movie. I said no and asked the name. She said "The World According To Garp" I said my "My parents saw it the other day but I work at night and it is hard for me to go to the movies".
 I had a job at Pathmark Supermarket at the time and worked between 7 pm and 10 pm. She was upset and said "How could you come here and not see my movie?" I calmed her down and then she said "It is better this way that you do not know who I am - now we can be friends!" So we became friends. I was brought back to her many times. But the first few times I did not know that it was the set for "The Big Chill". I had a fight with Meg which was my fault. I met the entire cast of the film and had dinner with them. After a while Glenn got horny and dragged me into her bedroom. She had a 12 by 12 pink water bed. I do not remember if we had sex because there was a home invasion robbery during our affair. I was punched squarely in the face and was unconscious. One of the robbers went thru my wallet and she yelled at them. When I woke up she was smoking a cigarette about 8 feet away. She has a daughter who looks like me and maybe you are related to her Emily. Meg was mad at me because of that but she later forgave me. They kept bringing me to Glenn for the next few weeks but the cast of the film had slowly slipped off. One day on a Sunday we were partying with Glenn at her home which is on a beach - just like the film The World According To Garp. She would not stop slapping me on the back and on ,my arms all day long. Finally I got angry and pulled her by the hair - HER HEAD CAME OFF!!!!" She was a man - a little Italian man and he began to run away. We were fooled all day into thinking that we were with Glenn Close. He was wearing a life like disguise of Glenn Close and began to run away down the beach. I said "Come back here!!! What is going on!!!" He explained that he was told to harass me. He did a demonstration with the disguise which I now had in my hand. He had a nurses uniform on with white nylons just like the film. When he put it back on he looked exactly like Glenn Close. It even changed his voice into Glenn Close!! Because of this Emily I was fooled and harassed by many people even my own family. They are Glenn Close's. They are all fake now - stalked by serial killers which the police do not understand. Meg was stalked in the same way. The Barbado Paradise people were openly talking about killing her in 1986 in their Tavern. I did not want to get involved after I found out the nature of these people. My mind was forced to forget the horrible things that went on. I Dianetically  began to remember things about 20 years ago but the memory of you is more recent. Maybe Christine is your mom. Was Christine wearing a disguise? Well I think that you can see the insanity but we will have to talk in another letter. Until my next letter, Love , John Moreno.
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"Bound" Emily Or Is That Your Name? - Letter Thirty Two

Dear Emily, I do not believe that that is Meg anymore up in Canada. I have terrible things to tell you. I remember a technique that was being used back then in the 1980's whereby your mom would be disguised as a an older woman like she is in "Bomb Girls" and "Virginia Woolf". I was there when she was filmed as Miss Woolf and I was offered the part as the drunk. I did the scene with your mom and then they gave the part to that man. Also Bomb Girls was even being made back then. The technique was to make or take pictures of your family as older people and then release them in the future - twenty or thirty years into the future and this would give the impression that they are alive in our day.  That photo of your mom was taken back then sweetheart in 1986. Your mom never had boobs like that. But I would also like to tell you about Jennifer your aunt or mom. I was scooped up another time by a so and so and ended up  at an apartment building and Jennifer Tilly was there. There was one actor that I recognized from a film called "Cops And Robbers". He had red hair and gave the impression that he was a gangster along with the other men that were there. I was told by Jennifer to tend bar and keep serving them "Seven and Sevens". And so I did. The main guy was talking to me like I was a jerk and I had little arguments with him. I found out later that he was the same man who played the record producer in the film "La Bamba". I did not know that it was a movie set. She was very nice to me. However the main character was offensive to me and I did not know that he was an actor and that he was playing that role. Jennifer took me into another room and said "You are embarrassing me!" very politely. I became filled with shame - she wearing a sexy short mini dress and sitting in a chair I fell to my knees and ask her for forgiveness. I put my face between her knees and she said "Don't do that !' Suddenly the main actor came in and confronted me along with a Barbado associate. "What were you doing?" "I want her forgiveness!" I said. The associate had a hammer and began to beat Jennifer on the head. I was horrified and asked why and they said "Because of something she did!!" I do not know if we are dealing with the original Jennifer in our day because of this. She had scooped me up another time and I met "James Cahn" and she made love to me. I was suddenly taken away from there and like the "Bat Cave". I was unconscious in and out. About five years later I was in the Barbado's Tavern but it now was under new ownership. The bartender was very friendly and when I was about to leave he made me take a ride with him. He reminded me of the Tilly people and a conversation persuded. He took me upstate in New York and we pulled over on a wooded road. He walked me over to a tree and said "I keep Jennifer over here behind this tree". She was thin and her leg was sawn off below the left leg looking just like she does in the film "Liar Liar". She was dead. Was the same technique used on her? Is this a real corpse? Why show it to me? Her hair was short and blonde just like the film with the same gold dress on. Is she alive in our day? Why do this to me?
 Was she convinced to finish all her scenes and then be killed like Meg? Can you see why my mind blanked you out Emily? Now this is even more horrifying and you may have to close your eyes for this one because it is about you. Are you ready? You do not have to read this! When Meg gave birth to you she was in the abandoned old "Staten Island Hospital". I do not know why but Mr. Brown pants was in control of your mom and made her give birth there. My memory is not too clear but I believe that they made her wear the Nun's uniform from "Agnes Of God" and she gave birth in the uniform and it was filmed.. It may have been in the original version of the movie. Are these people sick or what? I was scooped up again and brought to the old hospital. They showed me you and said "This is your daughter!" Meg was holding you but I had my doubts because she had not kissed me for nine months. On another night I was in the "Venetian Gardens" when an Italian man approached me and said "They want to know what you want to name the baby". I told them that I do not know if that is my baby because I did not trust these men. However I said "I think Lindsay is a nice name". The name "Bela" was mentioned as a joke because I think that a Bela Lugosi film was on the TV at the time. He left. A few days later I was semi - conscious on the way home from the same tavern. One of them ordered me to drive to the old hospital. Back then drinking and driving was legal. They made me enter the room where Meg was staying with the baby. The Parakeet head was there and he took the baby from Meg and put a life like rubber baby in her arms. She seemed to be in a trance and not paying attention. I was made to stand up and a brother of Mr. Brown Pants who looked a bit like "Charles Bronson" took the baby and showed it to me. "Is this your baby?" "Yes" I said barely awake. He slit the baby with a knife and said "You are not allowed to have offspring!!!" Can you see why my mind would blank out concerning you Emily? Your name is supposed to be "Lindsay Moreno". I saw blood shoot out and the baby gasped for air. Is this really you? Was that fake? The men around your mom were always filled with hate. He was the same man that from Westervelt Avenue back in 1976 in the "Jippy Van" who said concerning Meg Tilly "You don't go out with a girl like that!!!" I am still bothered to this day and everyone that I know is missing. How can your mom be 28 again in an interview with "George Stroumboulopoulos" in Canada?