Dear Emily My Sweet Unknown Daughter, To show you how crazy the people were at the time of your "BabyHood", I will tell you the story of "Nancy Duck" - my girlfriend before and in between "Meg Tilly". I wish that I could see you and resolve this thing and make it known as to whether you are mine for sure, with proof that I was in bed with your beloved mom. For starts, I met Nancy through a dating service called "Together". We hit it off on the first date and I could have gotten her pregnant on the first date but she did not become pregnant. After hundreds of affairs with Nancy, I became nervous toward God because our relationship was mostly sexual. I began to slowly leave for this reason. She was an attractive girl and never really hurt me. Right when we had broke up on good terms and decided to see other people, I ran into Meg on a Port Richmond street right here in "Staten Island" and we...... You know. As the story goes, you were concieved and I was told later that she was not Meg and me and my friends some how were hypnotized and forgot about your mom. I never told Nancy because I forgot the first sexual experience with her. We then dated sporatically till 1985 in which time I had a major affair with Meg in the "Rotundra" dormitory of "Hunter College" in New York City. I did not get your mom pregnant that time, but had a wonderful and strange experience with her. If you read the story that I wrote, then you will know that we were being stalked by gangsters who were secretly murdering and trying to rip off your mom and other celebrities. I was finished with Nancy when I was dragged to Manhattan by "Widgett" and associates to meet Meg again. I could not tell if it was her or one of her doubles but I gave her a kiss on the cheek. She was wearing the same black dress that she wore at the Rotundra and we were standing not to far away from it. Widgett said "Call her on the phone and tell her that it is over!" - meaning "Nancy". "It's already over and it would not be a good idea to let her know about Meg Tilly", I pleaded. They wanted me to end my relationship with with Nancy completely and tell her about Meg Tilly. "It's not a good idea- she is already over me and it would not be a good idea!!", I still argued. I had a sort of gun to my head and Meg was watching me so I dialed. "Hello Nancy?... Yes it is John". "What up?" she said. "Oh I met another girl and I cannot see you anymore.... "Who is it?" said Nancy "It's Meg Tilly the actress and I cannot see you any more!" "Why?" - "Because I'm in bed with her!"........ A-a-a-a-h she cried and became insane and started crying. I felt terrible and hung up the phone. This was not my idea and it should have been left alone. I was made to spend the rest of the night in the Rotundra with Widgett and Associates and maybe Meg. The night faded to black with the alcohol and what not and I found myself at a later date in 1985. I again was made to go were I did not want to go..... I was made to drive to Nancy's house out in "Princes Bay, Staten Island". As I was heading down Seguine Avenue, I was flagged down by Meg Tilly. "Wait, wait, wait - let me get in !!" So I stopped and let her in. "What are you doing out here?" "I want to see you!"... and she started kissing me. We started going out with each other but she wanted me to drive to Nancy's house. "That's not a good idea!" I said. She insisted. When I approached I noticed that the "Barbado's" crew was around her house on the street and also "Mr. Brown Pants". Nancy was out of her mind. She was standing there waiting for me and had obviously been tormented by them. "I've been waiting for you all night - they said that you were coming to get me!!!" She was frantic and I did not know what she was talking about. They had gone after her behind my back and were tormenting her and manipulating her. "I don't even know what you're talking about!" I yelled. "Who's that in the car?" she cried. "This is Meg Tilly, remember I told you about her?" She was dead silent and a bit shocked. "What are you doing with her?" "Nothing, she just asked me for a ride!" I replied. She calmed down and was happy to met her and really wanted me at that point. Mr Brown Pants said hello. He was with another middle aged man and Nancy's lights were off in her house. I thought her parents or her brother would have come during the screaming. But the house remained dead. There was another old man in a dark suit standing outside her house and I said to him privately "I do not want Nancy tormented!" Why wasn't her family there in all the noise? Meg left at that time and Nancy now wanted me and started coming on to me so we spent the rest of the night making love. But I noticed that she looked a bit "Chinese" and her eye color was slightly different. Nancy had been stalked and quit possibly overtaken as well as her family. Now during that time I had been introduced to "Eric Stolz" who was in the movie "Mask" along with "Cher". We did not hit it off to well at first, but I was at several parties with him and other celebrities even "Jennifer Tilly". I was dragged off again in 1986 and "Eric" was making a film of some sort and I was asked to be in it. I did what he wanted me to do before the camera and was in 3 or 4 scenes. I had forgotten about it. Again I was driving along when I came to "Richmond Road" and "Rome Avenue" when I was flagged down by someone from the "Barbado's" crew. I let him in and he insisted that I make a right. We headed up to the hills of Concord as he directed me to someone's house. I was told to step into the basement which had an entrance toward the street. When I stepped in there was a Movie projector running and shining a film on the wall. It was "Widgett" along with "Earl Morwhine" and....... "Nancy Duck" all watching this movie. I called her that name because her lips and teeth look like a duck from "Disney Cartoons". "What's up?" I said. "I got the movie off of Eric Stolz and I want you to see it!" Nancy said an effectionate hello and gave me a good smooch. "What are you doing here?" I said "Your friend went and got me and said that you were coming here". I did not say anything but sat next to her to watch the movie. After a few minutes, there I was, right there on the screen with my voice dubbed. "Ah-h-h, that's you!!" Nancy said as she gave me hugs and kisses "I want you back!" - I couldn't believe it, I looked gigantic. I saw myself in another scene when Earl stood up and took the butcher knife that he had hidden in his belt and he stuck it dead center in Nancy's chest. I was in shock as Mr Barbado began to pull me out of the room. "That's for what you did in Upstate New York". I did not know what he was talking about. They said that they were only kidding and Nancy seemed to be still alive. My mind is a blank at this point. I started talking to Widgett and then he took a long serated steak knife and plunged it through the same wound. I was sent through the basement door on to the street and prevented to go back in to help her. "She's alright" said Mr Barbados. "See, look! - She is standing behind you!" he said. "I'm over here" she said. Nancy looked different and had saddle bags for a behind with curly blonde hair. "I need to go home!" she replied. I thought that it was her and told her that I would give her a ride home. As I was about to let her into my car Mr. Barbados said that he would drive her home. At the time I did not realize that there were now "two" Nancy's. "Don't worry I'll give her a ride home" he said. So I left the situation thinking that she was alright. They tried to say that your mom "Meg" was under Nancy's skin. I was fooled into thinking that both were alright. Nancy now lives in the projects which is contrary to the clean middle class home in which she was raised in Princes Bay, Staten Island along with her parents. The parents gave the apearance of being alive up in Upstate New York and do not care about her. Her house is now owned by someone else. Her brother "Mike" is missing. They also later claimed to have killed "Eric Stolz". Until my next letter, Love, John Moreno.
